From the start I have wanted to pinpoint the moment I was stressing out and identify the causes. I started with logging Upsets, then moved to using different devices to read Heart Rate Variability (HRV). I was always bothered by the lack of precision in how the devices give insight into HRV. They never said “you were stressed from the 15th to the 45th second.” Rather, they gave an average score over a longer and generalized period of time. I want to nail down the specific time my physiology starts and stops going berserk. To understand precisely when this is happening I have to look at RR Interbeat intervals (pictured below) and find those periods in the readings where I have multiple consecutive intervals with very little variability.
When in stress mode the distance between successive beats for multiple beats remains very nearly the same. This occurs when the Parasympathetic Nervous System (rest & digest) flat lines and lets the Sympathetic Nervous System (fight or flight) run the show. Here are graphs of my RR Intervals for a similar time period using slow breathing to create a calm state described in last week’s blog post and a session on an elliptical where I was exercising and my heart rate was 145 beats per minute.
You can see that the RR Intervals vary while calm, and there is no variability at all while exercising. While running the Sympathetic Nervous System has the hammer down. In relaxation the Parasympathetic Nervous Systems is braking the machine and providing periodic slowdown. That means that even while resting and digesting our RR interbeat intervals are close to the same values for 32% of the time (red circled areas).
When reading HRV the fundamental output is the RR interval. All analysis is derived from that one string of numbers which are simply the number of milliseconds between beats. So it is straightforward to find periods in readings where those intervals are close together. Looking at the raw data I hypothesized that the Parasympathetic Nervous System is flat lined when the variance is small for 10 consecutive beat to beat intervals.
I then looked at how a rule of 10 consecutive intervals would work for my readings of the calm state and while exercising. The maximum number of low variance intervals in the calm session reading was 7 consecutive beats, and while exercising there was no variance in more that 5 beats. So if I gave each interval a value of “1” if it was in a group of of 10 ore more intervals with low variance and a value of “0” if it was not in such a group, the graphs of the calm and exercising sessions would be as seen below. No intervals are in a group of 10 low variance readings in the calme state, all intervals in are a group of 10 or more for exercising.
The second half of the calculation is the definition of “low variance.” I proposed in my post on HRV and Stress Free State that 25 milliseconds was low. So I took the rule set that the I was in berserk status when 10 consecutive intervals were under 25 ms and graphed if for a meeting I participated in last week. That graph shows more of the meeting in high vibration than I remember and didn’t quite look right to me. I lowered the number to 15 milliseconds and the amount of unrestrained Sympathetic activity seemed to get too small. Not a very rigorous sensitivity analysis I realize, but I have to pick a start point that seems to somewhat resemble what I remember happening.
I set the calculation for 17 seconds and the graph started to look like general stress cadence of the meeting as I remembered it. Fortunately, I had audio recorded the meeting! So I went back and listened to those portions where it looked like my Parasympathetic Nervous System had stepped aside.
In those three portions of the recording I could hear in my voice that I was in a state of high vibration. In the first case I was presenting something and I sounded unsure of myself. In the second I sounded confident, but my cadence was noticeably slower and it sounded like I was searching for words at times. In the final case I actually said “I don’t understand your question” and there was a bit of confusion.
So I have a base that I am now going to start running data through to see if I can validate the 10 consecutive beat, 17 millisecond ruleset. If it starts identifying points of stress with precision I will have a framework that can help me start creating preparation regimes for 1:1 interactions based on precise knowledge of stressor that flatline my Parasympathetic Nervous System.